"Seize the moment, 'cause tomorrow you might be dead." - Buffy
Buffy's words from the first ever episode of Buffy stuck in my head. Seizing the moment isn't as easy as it seems because your brain goes into overdrive of "NO, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?!?!!?" But sometimes, my mind just seems to shut down instead. Like yesterday, for example. I got my first tattoo. It says Carpe Diem on my side. Carpe Diem is latin for "Seize the day". I don't often seize the day but yesterday I did.
When I was living at home, I literally did nothing but wake up, sit on my bed with my laptop and watch TV or read a book while attempting to write fanfiction. I now live out of home and spend most of my time not writing fanfiction. This years been better than last year. Sure, I haven't been updating as much as I did in high school but it's better than last year. I didn't update between February and October last year. That's pretty much when I went through this rough patch and when the problem left, I opened a document file and wrote for three days straight. I just wish I had enough time each week to be updating at least two-three times a fornight per story so I can finish them all....
Sigh. If only.
Buffy's words from the first ever episode of Buffy stuck in my head. Seizing the moment isn't as easy as it seems because your brain goes into overdrive of "NO, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?!?!!?" But sometimes, my mind just seems to shut down instead. Like yesterday, for example. I got my first tattoo. It says Carpe Diem on my side. Carpe Diem is latin for "Seize the day". I don't often seize the day but yesterday I did.
When I was living at home, I literally did nothing but wake up, sit on my bed with my laptop and watch TV or read a book while attempting to write fanfiction. I now live out of home and spend most of my time not writing fanfiction. This years been better than last year. Sure, I haven't been updating as much as I did in high school but it's better than last year. I didn't update between February and October last year. That's pretty much when I went through this rough patch and when the problem left, I opened a document file and wrote for three days straight. I just wish I had enough time each week to be updating at least two-three times a fornight per story so I can finish them all....
Sigh. If only.
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